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Maybe Someday. [06 Dec 2005|11:20pm]
[ mood | just okay ]

Journals are cute. Ive come to the conclusion that Foose, Gerald, Tony, Melanie, and Cait are the friends that mean the most. Ive been with them so much lately and its a great feeling. Other than that school is pretty dope. People there are kinda beat but thats how highschool goes. I dunno. Bye

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[05 Nov 2005|12:29am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

HYPOCRITS ARE FUCKING AMAZING

Haha it hurts my head to even think your acctually serious about being pissed off. But whatever. Tonight was a good night. I saw everyone. Hugged everyone i havent seen or hugged in forever. It was great. Thats all. And i saw Carissa for the first time in god knows how long. And played skate in Taco Bell parking lot with Nigga IDriss for like an hour. SO fun. Peace
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[31 Oct 2005|01:24pm]
MY CARS FIXED!@#()%&_!%%&(!%&()_
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Don't want to face it, Erase it. [25 Oct 2005|10:09pm]
[ mood | rejected ]

My window got smashed out on saturday night. That was pretty amusing. I still didnt clean it up. I like to look at it and laugh, it puts me in a good mood. It rained all weekend. Depressing as it may seemed i had a great weekend. I hung out with people i havent hung out with in a lot. And it was great. Your pretty much a scumbag. I hate it. Why would you do that? Whatever i hope it makes you happy. BUM. I messed up a real long time ago. I regret it so much. I would do it so much different if given the chance again. Its put me in a such a dual mood when i look back on it and when i look at it now and it shouldnt even bother me but something has me hooked and i cant let go. Ugh maybe itll fade who knows.

The Kinison

thats all you need to listen to ever again. Itll make you so chipper youll dance no matter who you are. Goodnight.
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Im the biggest joke. [17 Oct 2005|10:30pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Ive been in the worst mood ever since friday night, i dont know why, maybe i do im just to lame to admit it. Jealousy, i sure hope not, i dont feel im a jealous person. But who knows anymore. Nothing matters anymore. I quit it, i need a break. Ive found a replacement. People make me mad, but im sure i make people mad, so i guess its not something i can be mad over, right? I dunno i need to think, i love my friends and dont know what i would do without some of them. Im going to bed.

This very momment, Nothing else is this important.

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[07 Oct 2005|10:36pm]

We all have friends, but we stand Alone.

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[03 Oct 2005|11:46pm]
I love Iggy, and Heather for takin this picture.
(http://img383.imageshack.us/img383/4552/iggy7qe.jpg)
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[01 Oct 2005|04:20pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Everything I once had
The bar on 1st Avenue, we went there solely for you
So you can flirt with my best friend
Kiss a girl, tell me why you're laughing

I won't hold on to this
There's a hole in the trust that we mapped out
In my bed for six long months

February, Valentines Day
Did my best to avoid the red cliches
So you dumped me on the subway
On my way to work at 9 in the morning
Everybody else is holding bouquets
Now I'm holding my face in the basement
Scratching away for any trace
Of affection you will leave
Falling victim as the publics prey

I won't hold on to this

Anyone is suitable for you, I guess, tonight
You weren't fazed
It's over with
You my beautiful
You weren't fazed
It's over with you my beautiful
With your beautiful blue and white

Love It

[26 Sep 2005|10:46pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

It rained today, it made me really happy, yet really sad, i love this weather and i love the weather that is going to come after this, but i just wish i had someone to be with and share the enjoyment. But i guess its alright, maybe itll happen, i wont let it not happening ruin how much i love it. So yea. Bye

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I Used to be Love Stuck, Now Im just FUCKED up. [22 Sep 2005|11:49pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

I almost died tonight, i guess it was an experience, a guy ran me into the other lane as a car was coming, i proceed to pass off three cars while still in the opposite lane. Almost side swiped the car coming towards me, it was pretty crazy. I dunno. But other than that, riding was fun. I also went to Danielle Potters house who i havent seen in forever and realize i miss a lot <3. Umm life is okay, im sick, i went back to school today, it was a half day, and of course hot like always. I really just cant wait till fall and the weather to change and just everything. Its gunna be great. I love my friends and you. Goodnight <3

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This is for you. [20 Sep 2005|11:44pm]
This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you, but you swear you loved me more

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
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Hello good friend.. [19 Sep 2005|08:20pm]
Ughh im sicccckkk it sucks. If anyone is down with making me some soup and coming to keep me company so i can feel better. Please do. Ill love you forever.
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Last week i had the stranges dream... [17 Sep 2005|10:22pm]
Last night was pretty awesome. Even though i had work till 8. Metro was great. I finally saw Jen Boback <3333 for the first time in like a month. Lock arms and hugs = the best. It was fantastic. Jess Maher <333. Spinny hugs and piggy back rides. Dont let people talk trash. Ewillis <33 he digs you. B-Patt and her awesome stories. Melanie <33. Tonys car is gunna be in Import Tuner magazine. Its so P.I.M.P. I dunno. Bye
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[15 Sep 2005|10:59pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Ughh..

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[11 Sep 2005|11:41pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Chris B = Trash.

We'd have our own subway car in the middle of the night
I'd work the same job and play the same bars on every weekend
As the graffiti scrolls by.

i know youre going crazy
but happy is all that you make me
and now things are gonna get better baby
i know everything went wrong OK
but now its time to get some better days
cus i dont want to keep acting this way.

They made a mistake at the toy factory
and forgot to turn off the brain machine.
So when security opened the door the next day,there was a plastic, brand new army.
And they were as smart as geek is chic right now,and as clever as the invention of pillow cases.And they asked the guard who had made them,but his knees were so shaky and he wasnt so smart, so he shot them all dead.

Will we last through the winter?
Will we make it to see?
I never wanted a partner and I never loved you,
Now you are free to leave.
This heart is already frozen,
I cant remember to fall.
And if I last through the winter,
I swear to you now, I won't call.

How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
So I'll sing it in a song.

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one.

Im sick of seeing you cry
And wasting all your time
On someone who will never care enough
To make you feel loved
To make you feel safe
I would drop my life to take his place

To show you just how good
Being touched could be
Commit these words to memory
For when you find yourself
Pinned under his demands
I am still an option that you have

So carry me around
Like a picture in your purse
Pull me out when things are at their worst

You can show up at my house
Completely unannounced
Well have that movie kiss we talked about.

And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now.

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[06 Sep 2005|01:26am]
Sup brah, journals are cool, they are really cool. Umm had a cookout, got sick, took a nap, was gunna go to the movies, didnt, hung out with tony, then sat on katies porch, i enjoyed tonight. School tomorrow, then work. Cya
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:-/ [29 Aug 2005|09:56pm]
They made a mistake at the toy factory
and forgot to turn off the brain machine.
So when security opened the door the next day,
there was a plastic, brand new army.
And they were as smart as geek is chic right now,
and as clever as the invention of pillow cases.
And they asked the guard who had made them,
but his knees were so shaky and he wasn't so smart,
so he shot them all dead.

ugh, school in two days, i dont care though, i wanna go back, i wanna see everyone, i wanna get it over with, senior year, itll be fun. Umm i wish i could be happier though, of course its cuz of girls, when is it not. Im trash, but i guess its cool. I dunno bye.
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So umm [28 Aug 2005|01:38am]
[ mood | calm ]

So yea, my day started off with Jess calling me at 6:30 to go to McDonalds and then calling me every hour to make sure im awake and we are going to McDonalds. I woke up at like 8:30 got in the shower picked up her and Elissa and we went to Walmart and then to Wendys haha. Then back to Elissas and woke everyone up, tried on BASTA WEAR! and laughed alot. Came home and yea that was the end of my fun day. Work called i had to go in, fuck that shit. Then i got out and went and hung out with Arielle and Melanie, that was fun, we laughed alot and i guess it ended the day well. Bye

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We are fixed right where we stand. [24 Aug 2005|03:17am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Work, it was alright, got home, wasnt in the best of moods. Watched something, laughed for an hour, it was nice. Felt better. J.Mah called me fo real. It was nice, she was upset. Cheer up dear, dont let it bother you. Hitlist. GP MC. Thats whats up. Umm work again tomorrow 2-10 feel free to visit me. Id enjoy it. Umm im bored now, but Modest Mouse makes me happy. Im not goin camping this weekend, im going next weekend. I hope i can get friday off so i can hang out with people and shiz. Kat and Eric i think are all going out and stuff. Im happy about that since i am responsible for that and all. Funny how i can have two complete strangers meet each other like each other and go out, like its a walk in the park, yet me trying to get a girlfriend, is like trying to build a time machine. IMPOSSIBLE. But oh well. maybe its all just meant to be you know. Goodbye

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My So Called Life... [23 Aug 2005|01:00pm]
Umm so i hung out with Katie last night, it was a really good time. Then i went to metro and well yea Fuck Metro. Im not going anymore unless im acctually paying to go in. SO then people came over and jumped on my trampoline it lasted like 30 minutes before i got grounded. So i came in the house and got screamed at, then went back outside and laid on the lounge chair and just looked at the stars and talked to katie. It was nice, and after all that im happy i really am. Things are good. There are rumors going around about me, i enjoy them. They are lies. Thanks bye.
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